Remember when 'hug' wasn't a cuss word? (matt1993) wrote,
Remember when 'hug' wasn't a cuss word?
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Day 51

Ugh... I still have to wait fifteen more days until I might find out if there will ever be a time when I can so much as say that I WANT things to be back to normal EVER without feeling like I'm gonna be seen as a bad person for saying so. Who knows how long it'll be until things are ACTUALLY back to normal. It still doesn't feel like that will happen, ever.

By the time this is over, I'm not even gonna remember what happiness is.

Incidentally, what is this "happiness" thing I keep hearing about and why was I so concerned with remembering what it is?


I feel like there was something else I wanted to say about this, but I'm so depressed that I don't remember what it was.
Tags: depression, tags will come later
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